Single Tracks

What Is Real Love?

Vocals by Kasane Teto, a voicebank for Synthesizer V.

Fleeting glances, changing signs
Chase illusions, wonder what is really mine
A gentle whisper, a lion’s roar
Gives me feelings that I’ve never felt before

What is real love? Is it more than just a dream?
A steady heartbeat in a raging storm
A fire that burns growing more and more

Two souls dancing at every chance
Little gestures, the language of romance

What is real love? Does it stand the test of time?
A secret two share whispered in the rain
A voice that pushes through selfish joy and pain

All I know is I only want to feel the real thing
All I’m sure of is I just want to feel the real thing
Let it be the real thing, this better be the real thing
I just want the real thing, it has to be the real thing

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In the Arms of Dreams / Shakedown

Vocals by Kasane Teto, a voicebank for Synthesizer V with support vocals by Momone Momo and Utane Uta, voicebanks for UTAU singing speech synthesizer.

Spoken word vocal by Zundamon, a voicebank for VOICEVOX speech synthesizer.

With every breath, a soothing breeze wrapped in blankets of tranquility
In dreamscapes wild, we roam afar where wishes a stars

In the arms of dreams, we gently lie under the shade of a cloudless sky
夜空の星が微笑んでいる

一日の中でたりないプレイする時間ない
時間は流れて行くいつものぼり続ける

In the Arms of Dreams is a soft ballad I’ve been working on for some time, hoping to blend the new sound of Synthesizer V with the less fluid sound (by default) of UTAU in order to reunite the famous UTAU 3.

I wonder if I should use spoken word parts more often.

Every five or ten years there’s a shakedown
Toxic people get caught in the breakdown
And they soon fade away

Nothing can undo the trouble hate leads to

For now I’m freed from those opinions
I can be myself again
I will make my own way forward
Be myself in my domain

In my own default space, rediscover my grace
Rise above lies and hate

Every five or ten years, the hurt reappears
Seems it won’t go away


Shakedown a new vocal and mix of the song for the Infloresce charity festival compilation at Battle of the Bits which raised funds to shelter transgender people and support their right to exist. There is no excuse for abandoning family and friends for something that has no consequence for anyone else.

The meaning of the lyric is about the cycle of cliques that seem to be in charge of the music scenes I participate in, and how some bad actor always seems to come along, be ignored at first, then ruin the clique, after which a new clique forms in its ashes and we do it all over again. I always feel like an outsider to these cliques. I don’t feel so bad once I learn they weren’t all that great after all.

In another era I would have wanted to release them as a so-called Double A Side, I’m only describing Shakedown second because it is the older song.